Now A New Star..t..!?!

Thanks to the new tech so finally I'm able to come back to Blogger. Thanks to Mr.X, who inspired me to set my mind to deal with this area that I know nothing about. Though it took me quite a while to figure it out and also I messed up the host by trusting some posts, I still made it to log in. Sometimes I'm quite proud of myself to be such a good learner and I'm trusting myself on my ability to get to know something if I'm well instructed. That can be an advantage in working and coping with things, but can be a fatal defect in dealing with relationship...Now you know who I refer to... Just a few days ago, I had a row with him over that business contract thing. I despised him for his inability to learn and to do any little things and he roared at me for my ill manner and "unreasonable demands." Finally he reconciled by trying but still not making any improvement and I reconciled by apologizing and doing all the work left. This is it. I realized that's what I'm gonna live with! If someone is not made to do something which means he has no gift in doing that, then I am the only one to make up for it, to weep, to struggle, to toil...——IF I DO NOT ALLOW GOD'S INTERFERENCE IN ALL THESE. Yes, we are too different to be together, as two individuals, as two selfish, proud individuals. That's why we need the Lord. So it's quite a blessing to have some time to weigh and think before moving to the next step. "Rest in the LORD, and wait patiently for him."...Thank you Lord. I hope I can wait and grow in love and patience.